In 3 months I start college applications which is so crazy. It's the moment that seemed the farthest in my life. I know after applications you still have a couple months of school left but that's it. The moment you've been preparing yourself for is Finally there! I'm really excited to graduate high school, but I'm scared and disappointed scared that I won't get into UC Berkeley many people with outstanding grades don't so why would I get in? And scared that I won't like what I'm studying what if it turns out that business isn't something I want to pursue, There go thousands of dollars down the drain. I'm disappointed in myself I know that sounds weird considering that I'm a good student, I participate in school events and I'm senior president but I feel like I could have done so much better. My grades aren't perfect and if I don't get into UC Berkeley I know I'll hate myself. It's tough growing up and it only get's harder from here. I may not be able to go out of state for college because of money but I can go to college. I'm getting a higher education and that's more than some people can say. I hope this all is truly worth it. My dedication and time put into school. I hope life is great and that years ahead I'm a successful business women.
